Back to the drawing board...

I had an epiphany today. I am a good photographer. I've won awards for photojounalism. I'm no slouch on any sports photography venue. But I also need to evolve.

I moved back to California after enjoying a lot of success as a photographer in Hawaii. I thought I could pick right up where I left off. The problem is that as a self-taught wedding/portrait photographer, I forgot something really important. I'm not in Hawaii anymore.

Hawaii was beautiful and I never had many issues shooting there. The light and backdrops were always ideal. I seldom had problems finding nice, soft, diffused light. California is different. Not only is it much more competitive for photographers here, there's the challenge of finding just the right shooting location, the difference in light, and all the aforementioned competition to deal with.  Yes, I need to build my portfolio, figure out a new angle. Mostly, I just want to shoot. I miss taking photographs. I want to experiment. And I want to find new ways to take photos and make them art. I've seen a lot more of this lately and I am really excited to try my hand.

I'm a realist and I realized that I need to get back on the training track. There are so many incredible photographers out there doing so many fantastic things. I watch their blogs and progress and I really enjoy their work.

Mariea Rummel Photography is one, and I've recently also discovered Jessie Lee O'Ferrall, of Rustic Barn-- both great. My cousin-in-law Sara has SaraJane Photography also fabulous.

So I'm back to training. I am committing to learning everything I can about studio photography and portraiture and locations and shooting in California. I am inspired. I am rejuvenated. I am ready to build my portfolio and get down to work.

So.... if anyone is looking to have portraits done, I am ready to start the process. Well, give me a few weeks to have a baby and THEN I am ready. I am looking for candidates with newborns, infants, babies, children-- actually, anyone with a face will do. Thank you to my friends who have already volunteered, and anyone else interested, hit me up via email.